It's prayer meeting tonight and I'm scheduled to sing...and I'm nervous as all-get-out. I'm trying to figure out why - maybe because there are only about 50-75 people at church on Wednesday nights and I run out of people to look at - and I've had all day to think about it and get nervous. I like singing Sunday mornings the best because a) there are a lot of people to look at (not that I make eye contact - that's just not what I do) and b) Sunday mornings are hectic with choir practice and Sunday School and c) I'm not awake enough to have the jumble of nerves penetrate my consciousness...or lack thereof.
So there you have it. I'm a total loser and weirdo. Gotta flip the pork-chops on the bbq now before my inner self explodes.
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